I can do this!
So I have been home for a week now and although I can't say I have gotten the hang of this quite yet, I can say that things are gradually getting easier for us. Thinking of having two kids alone at home with me was very overwhelming to begin with but gradually things are getting easier. I am learning that I need to be very organized...I am planning meals and using our new crock-pot. Laundry and vacuuming, it is all somehow working out. Calvin sleeps most of the day so besides feedings and changings I can devote my time to Emma. We have been playing and learning a lot the last couple of days. I think she is overall making the transition very well. It could be a lot worse I guess. I just have to keep telling myself, I can do this, I can do this. And somehow I am going to get through this.